bulan yg mengecewakan…

Lame aku tak ngupdate blog aku nih…byk ekceli bende2 penting yg berlaku lately nih..antarenye :-

-kehadiran aku ke kelas vr mengecewakan…
-final assigment utk vr agak mengecewakan…
-sumthing wrong with mpd grup juge agak mengecewakan…
-final assigment utk mpd amat mengecewakan…
-kekalahan perak kepade selangor sungguh mengecewakan…
-persediaan aku utk exam kali nih begitu mengecewakan…

and probably…

-result aku sem nih akan mengecewakan…

haihh…sekali lagi aku mengeluh..maybe sbb tu kot aku maleh nak nulis dalam nih…asyik nak mengeluh jer…ade jer benda yg menyusahkan ati aku nih…lepas satu, satu hal datang…ermm
ntah r…finance problem tak settle lg nih…maleh nk pk…lepas exam sok baru carik jalan camne nak wat nnti…silap2 ade gak aku cuti sem depan nih..haihhhh…tensen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mood Analysis

erm..tgh feeling layan mp3 tetibe ade org forward msg link mood analysis nih..so aku yg tgh sangap nih pun click n follow r instruction nih..n shockly…the result seem cam kene sbijik2 atas batang idung aku nih..huhu…tatau r…maybe kebetulan kot…hehh…

Test Result

Your color : blue green black purple red grey yellow orange

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You don’t feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don’t want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a ‘caring person’ and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich – to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can’t do just that – you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be ‘today’ (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn’t matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don’t really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

jealous??

You are 39.68% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
317059 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

re-design

new design – new layout -new style – new skin…

sajer tade keje pepagi bute nih..so edit ar sket2 template nih..hehh..

kalo rajin comment ar ekk…

chiow~

dodge ball tournament.

arinih aku maen satu game baru..dodge ball… ahaha..for the first time, tournament dodge ball nih derang wat kat mesia..kat US sane tuh derang da maen sejak kuar movie dodgeBall lagi kalo tak salah aku..tp skang nih baru r nak sampei sini..hehh..atas usaha hitz.fm bersame penganjur L’oreal so akhirnyeh berjaya gak r derang menganjurkan tournament dodge ball yg pertame..berlangsung pade 10 august 2005 bertempat di hadapan pintu utama sunway pyramid…hehh..

aku pun memule tade r terpk nak maen pun..tapi sbb memember aku tak cukup orang..aku pun tanpe segan silunyeh join r skali…spatutnyeh kene ade 32 team sumenyeh…tapi maybe sbb kurang promosi kot..derang dpt 16-18 team je…so da terbayang ar depan mate kekonon dgn senang atinyeh kiterang leh bawak balik 1st prize rm4000 tuh…tapi…huhuhu..da ar aku pun join last minit jer..so tatau sgt psl rules camne nak maen mende alah nih…sampei2 je derang da suh masuk court dah…so maen blasah jer ar..yg aku tau amek bola pastu baling kt team lawan…on first throw tuh aku siap buat head shot lagik..ahaha..sukenyeh aku..skali ….priitttttt!..eh..aku plak yg kene kuar..oow…taleh baling kt kepale ker..hehh..maner ar nak tau beb..da ar tuh..kepale yg kene tuh kepale awek r plak…adeh..terus angkat tgn mintak maap r…hehh..

last2 tinggal 2 jer player team aku..si otot ngan si haron..sbbnyeh derang 2 nih jer ar pun yg tau byk psl rules game nih..yg laen hampeh…huhu..so endingnyeh…kiterang kalah r…adeh deh..tak pueshati gak sbenarnyeh…suppose derang buat r liga memandangkan tak cukup team pun kan..sedey jer..dpt merase baling skali jer…huhu…

aper pun..still kiterang having fun r kat sane..at least lupe skejap r assigment2 yg menyerabutkan pale otak kiterang semenjak due menjak nih…ahaha..sukeati jer g maen dodge ball padehal minggu depan nak kene submit final assigment…well, kate dak fcm…mmg keje last minute r…baru gempak…hehhh…so kay r..gua nak g rest…penat bebb..baling bola tuh…skali pun tapi gune spenuh tenage tuh..huhu…chows~

kusut mode…haihh..

haihh…

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hmmm…haihhhh….semue nih giler…….gilerrr…..kalo btul ar nak amek exam nih kene byr 50% fees aku nih…mane aku nak cekau rm13000++ …gilerrr…haihh..

erm..da penat aku merayu same ptptn…da penat naik opis turun opis..jumpe orang tuh..jumpe orang nih..merayu sane..merayu sini…aper pun tak dptt…aper yang susah sgt derang nak kasik duit kt aku pun tatau r…bknnyeh aku mintak kasik free camtuhh jer..aku nak pinjamm..nnti aku bayar ar balikk…marahh btul arr akuu...susah sgt ker nak bantu orang2 macam aku nih…aper gune mak bapak aku bayar cukai tetiap tahun..cukai itu ar ini ar…maner pegi duit mak pak aku tuhh…bkn ker duit2 tuh sume utk rakyat gak..utk orang2 cam aku…utk bantu org2 yg tak mampu…arhh…pukimak btulll…

kalo da sane corrupt..snih corrupt..camner ar kite nak maju..saper ar yg nak bantu anak bangsa kite kalo bkn bangsa kite sendri..tapi kite tgk ar kenyataan nyeh harinih…kalo ko bukan anak raja..kalo ko bkn anak orang berada…tade saper yg nak pandang ko…tade saper nak amek tau…tu pasal ar orang2 kaye nih bertambah2 kayee..n orang2 tade duit cam kite nih bertambah2 arr kurang duitnyeh…bknyeh aku mengarut sesuke ati jer..nih ar realitinye…skarang nih kalo ko tade beri aper2 kepentingan pade derang2 nih..mmg tade mase ar derang nak layan ko…mmg ar aku tak sebijak minah yg dpt 17A tuh…n tak sehebat datuk mydin yg leh berenang merentas selat inggeris tuh..aura cam MAWi pun aku tade…tapi still aku ade cita2 nak berjaya…walaupun mungkin tak sehebat orang2 kat atas nih..but at least one day nnti kalo da kaye leh gak aku bantu anak2 bangse kite…yg terdampar cam aku skang nih..mmg susahh..mmg payahhh…aku kesian ngan mak ayah aku yg skang nih da camm orang giler carik duit nak bagik aku blajarr…kekadang tuh sampei terpk utk quit jer U nih..tapi aku da separuh jalan..da lebih sparuh pun…kalo aku stop skang mcm tak berbaloi usaha aku n mak ayah aku slame nih….haihhhh…

tak kire ar camneh pun…aku kene abihkan gak degree aku kt snih…pastuh nak keje..nak bkk company sendri…aku ade vision aku sendri..skang nih orang pandang slack jer same bdak2 cam aku..taperr…aku terimee…aku skang nih cume bdak lelaki biase yg bkn anak raja juge bkn golongan anak orang berada…aku ingat sume orang2 atas yg susah sgt nak nolong orang2 susah cam aku skang nih…die lupe kot yg anytime jer die leh jatuh terduduk same rata ngan orang2 kt bawah nih..n at that time orang2 yg kt bawah dlu nih yg akan naek plak dok kat atas sane nun…tunggu je arr..ermm..~~