I’m 22….

12.01am
24th June 05
Hostel MMU HB2 C3001….

hepi beday to me..
hepi beday to me..
hepi beday to mashelmy..
hepi beday to meeeee….

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i’m 22..huhu..am i gonna miss my 21 ?…not really i guess..there’s not much thing that i would like to remmber actually in my 21…but then, still there’s some of the memory that ill never forget…heh..bye2 21…n here i come 22…are there any wishes for me this year?…heh..rasenyeh last year leh kire ngan jari jer baper org yg wish beday kt aku..well, maybe tak ramei kot yg tau beday aku bile…ahaha…ayat nak sedapkan ati..heh..neway, im not that sad actually…coz mmg dari kecik lg aku jarang celebrate beday aku…even ngan family pun rasenyeh tak penah..mase kecik2 dlu ade ar kot tp tu pun just mkn kfc or pizza jer ar pun..tade ar nak potong2 kek ker ape ker nyanyi2 ker tiup lilin ker…heh..cume ade skali la in last few years…when sum1 make a surprise party for me…huhu…sweet rite..ermm..maybe that the one n only la kot beday party for me n i’ll never forget it..huhu..sob sob..heh..

so aper ek aku nak wat mlm beday neh..hmm…wat aper lg…esemen ar..ahaha..org laen mlm beday g mkn2 ker dating ngan awek ker…aku leh layan wat esemen…gempak tak aku…ahah…kay ar..nnti ar sambung balik..bile da tue neh maken emotional ar plak..td tade ar rase sedey ke aper…tapi bile tulih psl mende2 nih rase sayu ar plak kan…huhu..kay ar…hepi beday to me n smoga panjang umo to me to…adioshh..~~

An hour to go….

ermmm…sejam jer lagik…sedar tak sedar da nak 22…tinggal just a few years more for me to reach wut i really want in life…there’s a lot of thing or perhaps i can say a dream that i always bare in my mind…i’ve promise to myself that i’ll try my best to make all those dreams a reality before my age up to 30…so there’s not much time for me to playin around ne more…need to be more focus in life n wutever thing’s that i’ve been doin’ for all these years…and i’ve alredi see the shadow of my dreams..n hopefully i can see a lot more this coming years..a man said, “The closer one gets to the top, the more one finds there is no “top.”…i’m not saying that its not true..but maybe i’ll be the one who’ll get there…one day…perhaps…………………..

farkk….

demmnn…something stoopid happend n causing my browser to closed down and my two-long-paragraph blog all gone… maybe it wasn’t meant to be published…demn….but, after assessing the projects assigned to me, i realize i cannot resume work until i’m included in the planning or decision making….it’s difficult to know where to begin when I’m not given any details…

..the brighter side is i’ve completed some of my VR designs report and also the sketch for tomorrow VR class..there’s a lot of LK techniques that i alredi forgot but hopefully i can recall it back tomoro in class..perhaps…

…i should sleep now…class at 10am tomoro..

adioshh~

class…class….classsss…..

ermm…arinih klas dari pagi sampei ke ptg…esemen pun da start nak mmbukit da…tapi satu haper pun tak start lg…seperti biase ar tuh…last2 minute nnti ar baru rushing2 nak wat..heh..

pagi2 tadi ade klas mci…internet application…blajar pasal html, http, ftp aper sumer tuh…rase cam penah blajar je b4 this…tu psl bosan giler jer bile lecturer tuh ajar psl basic html tuh…err…ader lagi ker dak2 yg tatau pasal mende2 nih…ntah aper2 ntah…darik ajar camne nak wat my homepage pelancau sume tuh…baik ajar camne nak wat website yg gempak2…leh gak buat duit ke kan…nih ajar bende basic yg aku rase skang nih dak2 skolah rendah pun da leh wat…ntah ar…bosan2…

pastu ader klas virtual reality design…ermm…ok ar kot…wpun agak membosankan sket..sbbnyeh arinih byk blajar pasal konsep methods aper sume tuh…kire sume teori jer ar…tu yg bosan tu kot…n sok plak ader klas tutorial 4 jam..nak blajar pasal technical drawing…heh..cun ar tuh..tak sesia ar aku score A2 dlm LK dlu…huhu..harap2 ar ade awek cun yg tak reti wat sok..dgn machonyeh aku akan nolong..hehehee..

pastu td pas zohor ader klas MPD lak..name pnuh die DIGITAL AUDIO & VIDEO…heh..nmpak gaye kene shooting lg sem nih…kiterang kene wat either tv promo or title sequence utk asian movie…ermmm..tak decide lg…grup mmber pun tak cukup lg..huhu…tp yg besh nye klas tadi tuh sbb aku dok depan awek yg dlu aku penah gak usyar2..skang nih da jadik model beb..huhu..tp tatau ar still evelebel ke tak lg..kalo evelebel pun bknnyeh aku brani nak cucuk pun..tak branie beb..kelu lidah nak berkate…ahahaha…tp td walaupun ader awek cun dok kt blakang…disbbkan bosan ngan aper yg diajar…aku leh terlelap skjap…padehal dok line depan skali tuh..huhu..sampei terjatuh gak ar testpad aku..teruk kan..huhuhu..n disbbkan ramei yg da ngantuk…trus lecturer aku tamatkan klasnyeh dan bersambung khamis neh…heh…

so tu jer ar class2 aku pade hari selase utk sem nih…pack dari kol 9 sampei kol 4…aper nak wat…kate nak jadik designer gempak….sacrifice beb….heh…takat nih jer dlu…nnti up lg kay…adioshh…

stoopid Q before sleep….

1.WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Mas
2.WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? im wearing boxer corak petak2…
3.WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? akon lonely
4.WHAT’S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? nasi gureng cine
5.DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Sometimes…
6.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? white
7.WHAT IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?. it’s 3am now..n it’s cold outside..
8.LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? let me check..hmm…febria milda..
9.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS? wtf….
10.HOW OLD ARE YOU TODAY? 21…3days more to be 22…
11.FAVORITE DRINK? vanilla coke
12.HAIR COLOR? black
13.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No..
14.SIBLINGS? 2 bros, 2 sisters
15.FAVORITE MONTH? june
16.FAVORITE FOOD? nasi gureng cine
17.FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? dun hav one…should be muh bday…but,..nvm…
18.SUMMER OR WINTER? dun hav summer nor winter here…
19.HUGS OR KISSES? both…
20.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla
21.DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO REPLY? say wut?
22.WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ntah..
23.WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? dont care
24.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? can’t remmber…maybe ’she’ does..
25.WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? my bag..?..shoes..?..paling byk abok ar..
26.WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? doin nothin
27.FAVORITE SMELL? acqua di gio
28.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?. inspires me to what?
29.FAVORITE SCENERY?. sunset
30.FAVORITE SOUNDS? no sound would be good..

at last…

akhirnyeh….aku merajinkan diri utk update blog aku neh…ntah ar..bknnyeh tade mase ke aper..tapi cam rase malas jer nak tulis…nih pun sbb da tatau nak wat aper ngadap pc neh…teringat lak aku ade blog yg da nak basi da..huhu..

neway,aku skang nih da dok ostel…mmu ostel..bknnyeh aper..saving sket aku dok dlm neh…ayor pree karan pree tenet pun pree…lgpun terus terang aku ckp tak mampu aku nak sara idup dok kt luar tuh…tetambah area cyber neh…mahei yeopp…duit umah ayor letrik sume abis2 sbulan 3rat lebey…da ngalahkan org yg da keje…so aku decide better aku dok dlm jer…takyah pepening nak pk transport ar bil ar aper ar kan…heh..baru terase cam student sbenar…hehhh…

skang neh aku da majoring da…VIRTUAL REALITY…stakat nih tatau lg ape yg aku akan blajar dlm majoring nih..cumenyeh yg menarik minat aku bile mmber aku yg amek major nih last year citer yg mende nih ader kait ngait ngan architecture…tu yg menarik minat aku..ye ar..dlu mase memude mintak arkitek tak dpt…dpt engineering jer…tu yg kantoi kot sbb tak minat sgt…last2 masuk bidang multimedia…tak sangke lak ader pluang lg nak menyelit dlm architecture..so this is my chance ar kan…wpun keje aku nnti just men’simulasi’kan jer any design from any architect…still im proud to be part of it…mane ar tau kot nnti dpt wat building or tower yg gempak2 ker kan…hehh…

kay ar…nak layan sonar jap…sem nih ade blaja wat audio design plak da…budget nak jadik komposer lak pas nih…so nnti kalo ade yg nak wat recording meh ar dtg jumpa aku….kay..heh..adios…